U N W R I T T E N

They say na okay lang daw na paminsan minsan di mo talaga magegets ang ugali ng tao. Minsan nga di mo magets sarili mo ibang tao pa kaya. Di mo rin pwede ibase ang pagkakakilala mo sa tao from sabi-sabi o chismis hanggat ikaw mismo di mo nararanasan o napagdadaanan. Kelangan kasi natin makipaghalubilo before tayo makaka conclude. Na how was it? Mabait kaya? Mapapagkatiwalaan ba sya? May respeto ba sya?

Meron kasi tayong tinatawag na First impression. At di tayo pwedeng dun lang bumase we have to really do the "mingle" thing to be able to experience everything, anything. Ang kulang saten is yung "courage" to do so. 

I can't blame other people for saying "ayoko ako ang nauuna, gusto ko ako ang unang nilalapitan". Kasi daw na trauma na sila sa experiences nila sa pagiging super 

friendly nila. Pero pano kung di sila ang mauuna? Pano na?

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Way back dati I'm so shy talaga. Pero ngayon wala na ata yun sa Vocabulary ko. Hahahahaha. Na observe ko kasi parang wala naman tayong mapupuntahan sa pagiging mahiyain natin eh. Namemenos lang yung pwede nating matutunan.

Kung mulat ka sa realidad ng buhay,kung naranasan mo nang malugmok ng paulit-ulit at di hinahayaang malunod dito, alam kong may ginawa kang "Big step" para mabago ito kasi posible naman mabago to. 

New ways. New goals. Baguhin mismo tayo. Pagdating sa attitudes, sa pakikitungo, pag perceive ng mga bagay. Pagbago sa hindi magandang kaugalian. At sa pagbibigay importansya sa Pamilya, kaibigan at sariling kalusugan. So one thing I have agreed to change it's my "pagkamahiyain". 

I get along more and more with other people to be able to get to know them kahit slowly lang, pero alam mo yun, may development. :) Di man maganda ang unang engkwentro atleast diba you can improve it next time. 

Base nga sa nabasa kong quote na kahit abo mang good-bad things na mangyare sa buhay natin, magiging malungkot lang tayo o masaya sa kung pano natin haharapin ang problema. In other words proper disposition when it comes to solving problems. 

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Less stress kung papagaanin natin ang problema mismo before natin gawan ng paraan. Pero meron talagang mga bagay na "out of our league" na talaga. What I mean is di na tayo ang makakapag bago or makakapagsaayos. Kaya mas mabuti pang ipagdasal nalang natin.

Isang halimbawa ay ang "attitude problems". Wala na tayong hawak dun. Kasi pinag uusapan natin dito ay ang tao na mismo. 

Oftentimes wala tayong magagawa dun dahil wala tayo sa lugar. Yung tipong di dapat tayo ang maging daan para ma realize nila yun. Kasi kung ako lang "sarili mo dapat kilala mo eh" di sapat na parating pabaya nalang, dapat we take time to observe ourselves din dilang lahat puro puna sa ibang tao. 

Cause if we try to think about it, it's our own life na dapat bigyan nating pansin.

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined". 

"Confidently" Big word. Mahirap gawin sometimes. Kasi naman nagiging OA tayo. Minsan we're getting overconfident we feel na antaas-taas na natin. At di na tayo pwedeng ibaba in someway. Matamaan na ang matamaan!. Alam ko kasi minsan na fefeel ko yun mismo sa sarili ko. And I hate it. Kaya bumabalik ako sa pinangalingan ko. Wayback when I was a child hanggang sa paglaki.

Mga experiences with the family taught me soo much. I can still remember everything. This year I wanted to change things, I must for the betterment. For myself and my relationship to other people. Other pokemons. Hahahaha

That's why I did my resolutions to guide me to be more humble, patient when it comes to work and attitudes towards it. 

I'm glad for my co-workers cause they're the coolest ones ever. They're all different yet unique in their own ways. We're getting Gors na but still we're one in many things.

Yung pagiging listener. Na enhance ko to in the end of last year. Hanggang ngayon I'm still on it. Doon ko kasi na realize na I won't taste the world and still life whatever it might bring pag naka idle lang ako. I really need to go out there reachin' other people and vice versa.

Life is a classic ride of improvements and dissapointments,a circus with people you love, with strangers you don't have a clue about and realizing the world is a better place for people who are fearless yet humble and kind. 

Life is full of potential. It's just a matter of how we use them from time to time. Cause no one else limits what you can do except you. Solely you. Challenge yourself! Crave for adventures! Crave for more :)

Because your future is still "Unwritten". I'm glad if up until now you and I appreciate the Life God has given me and you. <3

A Great shift

How many times I did tell to myself that I'm blessed by many things in life and that includes people and moments. A great shift I may say. For the reason that I didn't expect any of it for the moment it just all of a sudden I must ready myself because there's something beautifuly unexpected has come.

I'll be honest I do expect but I don't overreact to it. I mean it's not bad to be part of a team you want to it just we must wait for the right moment for it. You may not know when, how or when it's even possible it's just that if someone sees a skill in you that he/she thinks thats a need I think you can have a great chance of a lifetime. Once you're in it , you really must commit. Be responsible, open minded, rational , doer and respectful. Kasi di mo nman maabot kung nasan kaman ngayon kung dimo pinaghrapan. :)

I do believe in fate. Really.
I'm overwhelmed a bit.
But I'm so thankful.
All I have to do is to focus and be one with it.

Work mates and I call 'em "Auntiees and Angkols"

November 16, 2013 'Sugbu I've returned.
  
   When I realized my decision to be away from home is definitely on track as I have seen this big Welcome sign at the Airport. I came, travelled alone , not that sure of tomorrow sadly being one with my one of the greatest decision ever, to work in the other part of the country I'm livin' in and that means a new beggining.

New beggining , new ends. It sucks. You'll have some You'll lose some. Something, someone etc you may think of. Am I too harsh leaving some of the most inportant people in my life and meeting strangers of mu future? Am I too selfish for this? I'm not gonna deny myself but I think I'm sometimes drowning in my own conscience. Yet in the first place all I can think of is my family not my friends. Fudge I do really miss 'em both. But the word "family" itself left behind is heart breaking, heart shattering to accept. 

Cebu being my childhood vacation spot turned out to be someplace I missed and the place I started my new life with.  :) and there's nothing to be guilty about it.
The teary feeling of knowing that my grandfather is sick and I wanna be the one to take care of my grand parents is killing me my dear. Am I only the one feeling this? Fighting over with this kind of matter? I don't think so. 

Sometimes I really do feel I'm awful in a good way. I'm not thinking only of myself but "kaulion na heart ko ante sa amu a" :'@ I wanna cry with this statement spoken out. But my heart and soul felt stucked all of a sudden and I really dunno why. This is all part of my effin' decision so be it. I just keep tellin' myself that this shit is a killer yet I'm not gonna die with it and because of it. This is too immature like doing.

One word that keeps me gettin' over this feeling of awfulness is the word "workmates". I really don't have a clue at first how versatile life and people our world could have. I mean in the first place I don't have any idea of having a bond with my workmates, in terms of getting together, laughing hard, smiling everytime we do clumsy things, even when chillin' out. :) 

We don't need to please everybody. Fact. Legit.

Think about it. We're not born to. ei.
We just need to please ourselves. We do. Satisfying ourselves through hardwork and good deeds to our family and friends and even w/ strangers greatly give us that fucking good feeling of being appreciated and be thanked for it. This blogpost greatly entails what I've been upto now, who I'm with, what common things we do and giving us the feeling of being alive amidst of our busu scheds. These are my newly found friends errbody:

YES we're different in many ways but the undeniable commonality within is ravishing. The true appreciation. The feeling of complete acceptance, the unusual events. It brings the togetherness, the union, the bond. 

Complete variety of weirdness! Packed with both circle of happiness and sadness. These set of people in my life I thought I could never be one with , be close with , they made great place in my heart and no matter what happens I'll never gonna forget each one of them. :)

Making each day a fruitful one is a blessing from God above.  -Victoria