Stop kidding yourself kiddo

     Sometimes  We can never fathom any everything any person every person in the world even our very self and I know you get me. 

Oftentimes mas mainam nalang na wag pansinin mga ganitong bagay. Nakakapagpabagabag lang lalo. Overthinker pnaman ako. Saklap po.

Pag nasa sitwasyon kana dun mo lang ma rerealize yung mga bagay na naramdaman ng ibang tao. "ahh ganito pala yung feeling" ngayon alam ko na. 

Meron dun ayaw mo nang mangyare ulit sayo meron din namang sana palaging ganito nalang.. Pero may mga pgkktaon na di naman kasi pwede.

We don't have our hold on it. If we do. We're lucky enough.

Positive lang tayo diba? We keep on wishing and hoping goodvibes all the way. Yet, not all the time honey.

Alam na ntin to. Nabibigla lang tayo kung dumating man mga bad vibes kala kasi natin everything is with the flow. The goodvibes flow. But naaaaaah!

Alam mo kung anong maganda? Kahit kasi dumadalas ang bad vibes hindi naman to nagtatagal because of soo many factors. Katulad ng:

May bagong bv ulit
Nakahanap ka ng pang shift
Gv comes along: tao, good news
Kumalma kanalanang kaya- di mo pasan ang kargo ng mundo

Talking to myself sometimes ,nakakagaan ng feeling it's like your soul is open for anything anyone any disaster comin' wishing you can handle it easily. 

Cause that's positivity. 
Obsolete yet important.

Our heart so precious, too fragile. Handle with care. 

Pag sinabi kong "care" you alone must have the power to break it or to deal with it's own feelings and heartaches. Hear whatsoever na gusto nitong sabihin sayo then from there ,try harder.

Making yourself extra special is important. Ikaw yan e. Dapat mahal mo sarili mo. Never let other people be the source of your 100% happiness. I'm telling you. Ikaw lang kawawa. Hell yeah. 

The world revolves around you, too. Sila man tinuturing mong mundo mo. Fetch but not for too long. Isipin mo kung ibibigay mo lahat, magpapa apekto ka sa lahat ng ginagawa nila, sinasabi nila, desisyon nila. Sa tingin mo ba sila ganun din sayo? Oo siguro dapat alam mo, nafefeel mo. Let them prove it. Hindi hanggang tenga mo lang nkakarinig ng mga sabi sabi nila. Hanggang dun lang yan sure ko.

deal with now. It's now or never. Got to decide then move on from there. :)

I just wanna be the person you'll like. Even you're clouded by your own misery thinking bout her all the time. It's a killer. Just so you know.

I'll leave you. Alone.