Music Connection

That old songs throwed back at a good ol' place like this, makes you wonder who's behind the playlist. Does he/she even wonder if there's someone out there with the same relating good song vibes with him/her for the moment even they're strangers to each other? I wonder how fate really works like magic.

The Random Unavoidable Feeling"

This feeling always reminds me of you

The sleepy but not going to feeling

The need for waiting and still believing

That one day, one night you'll miss how we used to be.

The change we never expected had

Gotten me to the place & people I 

Never expected to be true with;

I thought I couln't open up,

Share any of mine but it's just

Like as easy as drinking a glass of cold water when I'm thirsty; they're

So important and super open in both mind and arms.

The unavoidable battle of everyday life with my new found glories are yet unsure but the avoidable feeling of loneliness from our genuine past is surely; forever will be a life lesson of how it must be and how it should end with one and only just me.

Used to things

I'm used to your anger

I'm used to your kindness

I'm used to your sweetness

I'm used to boredom

but can I ever be your 

"Used to be your happiness" 

Even just for awhile?

You're my happiness

You're my loneliness

You're not just my hobby

But my addiction; on that it can

Never be tamed by

Anything in this world

Would I rather be your

"used to you" tense or your future

Tense?

#askmewhenyou'relonely

Take a break for a "Bukid-Venture"

I needed a break from work and hassles so I I had planned to have this kind of adventure : "Bukid-venture"

Scheduled 4days leave for a rest from work. They say that if you plan things ahead it always blew itself off. Therefore, I must try it myself. And for that I tend to insert a bukid adventure to my four days off because I keep missing my hometown, Marbel. 

So to be cool and applying my timid girl scout wanna be talents I brought some must need tools baby. Here we go: 

Starting from the upper left:
1. Cologne
2. Ethyl alcohol
3. Green watch
4. Spiritual keychain since my boards
5. BB Cream MB
6. Flashlight
7. Extra phone
8. Mini towel
9. Charger
10. Band aids
11. Cards to play
12. Efficacent oil for any body aches and better sleep

*not that much but I think all of them are veey usefyl whatever might happen, do you agree with me? Oh you must!! Haha

My Nature typography Kakyuut ng it really makes you wander na continuation :) Yung feeling na perfect talaga yung phrase para sa NATURE na term. I'm so happy with this.

Now this is my Anchor for the day. I have drawn this hopeful na I will just gonna be fine kahit anong mangyare kasi Adventure to ee , we never really know what might happen. Diba diba? :@

Okay, this is my pair of cutiee socks. Not to thick diba? Ai cute dn ba ang aking slippers? Haha #bleh 

Work mates and I call 'em "Auntiees and Angkols"

November 16, 2013 'Sugbu I've returned.
  
   When I realized my decision to be away from home is definitely on track as I have seen this big Welcome sign at the Airport. I came, travelled alone , not that sure of tomorrow sadly being one with my one of the greatest decision ever, to work in the other part of the country I'm livin' in and that means a new beggining.

New beggining , new ends. It sucks. You'll have some You'll lose some. Something, someone etc you may think of. Am I too harsh leaving some of the most inportant people in my life and meeting strangers of mu future? Am I too selfish for this? I'm not gonna deny myself but I think I'm sometimes drowning in my own conscience. Yet in the first place all I can think of is my family not my friends. Fudge I do really miss 'em both. But the word "family" itself left behind is heart breaking, heart shattering to accept. 

Cebu being my childhood vacation spot turned out to be someplace I missed and the place I started my new life with.  :) and there's nothing to be guilty about it.
The teary feeling of knowing that my grandfather is sick and I wanna be the one to take care of my grand parents is killing me my dear. Am I only the one feeling this? Fighting over with this kind of matter? I don't think so. 

Sometimes I really do feel I'm awful in a good way. I'm not thinking only of myself but "kaulion na heart ko ante sa amu a" :'@ I wanna cry with this statement spoken out. But my heart and soul felt stucked all of a sudden and I really dunno why. This is all part of my effin' decision so be it. I just keep tellin' myself that this shit is a killer yet I'm not gonna die with it and because of it. This is too immature like doing.

One word that keeps me gettin' over this feeling of awfulness is the word "workmates". I really don't have a clue at first how versatile life and people our world could have. I mean in the first place I don't have any idea of having a bond with my workmates, in terms of getting together, laughing hard, smiling everytime we do clumsy things, even when chillin' out. :) 

We don't need to please everybody. Fact. Legit.

Think about it. We're not born to. ei.
We just need to please ourselves. We do. Satisfying ourselves through hardwork and good deeds to our family and friends and even w/ strangers greatly give us that fucking good feeling of being appreciated and be thanked for it. This blogpost greatly entails what I've been upto now, who I'm with, what common things we do and giving us the feeling of being alive amidst of our busu scheds. These are my newly found friends errbody:

YES we're different in many ways but the undeniable commonality within is ravishing. The true appreciation. The feeling of complete acceptance, the unusual events. It brings the togetherness, the union, the bond. 

Complete variety of weirdness! Packed with both circle of happiness and sadness. These set of people in my life I thought I could never be one with , be close with , they made great place in my heart and no matter what happens I'll never gonna forget each one of them. :)

Making each day a fruitful one is a blessing from God above.  -Victoria

Hey now hey now.

We are duly responsible for our words and actions.
Indeed. When you are given chances for your hopes and dreams thou shall never say never and take your step for a go.
This is a limited offer only and can vanish in just a matter of sec. When we hit our deepest fall, when we feel every aches causing us to lose hope the only way out is prayer. We must ponder every moment we experience because we didn't have so much time for a round two and we'll never know if we have another again in our lifetime. New beginnings new ends. Facts.

This is life. Many things to do, many stranger to know, yet less time to waste. Everyday is a blessing. Truedat. Let's be thankful and always be humble. Never belittle people we don't even know an inch about. Be careful with what you say and do to others because you're not the only one with a heart and a mind to feel everything hurtful and sensitive about. Enjoy our daily doings. Always be happy and be sad about what things because it's effin' normal honey. I'm in love with my family, friends, hobbies, likings and work. Versatile enough to never say no to new adventures and experiences. Be a the most important part of your life and never set your foot above your head in short fulfill what you live for and believe you can do it w/o harming anyone.

I keep missing the life I had but I keep loving the one I do have now so just love and no regrets baby. :)

-Victoria

ARTE SIMPLE